Say

Even if your hands are shaking
And your faith is broken
Even as the eyes are closing
Do it with a heart wide open

Say what you need to say [x24]

Say- John Mayer

I need to say I'm sorry.
I need to say I love you.
I need to say i wish I could turn back the time. To go back and do it all over again.
I need to say that i can make up for my mistakes.
I need to say i can make it right again.
I need to say I'm not afraid.
I need to say I believe in myself.
I need to say i have hope.
I need to say I'm not scared.
I need to say that I wish i was 3 again.
I need to say I'll be better than the rest.
I need to say I'll make him proud.
I need to say that I'll be ok.
I need to say that I'm not obsessed with what he thinks.
I need to say i can move on.
I need to say it doesn't matter anymore.
I need to say that the past is the past.

But even though i need to say those things, I can't. I will always:

Want to say I'm sorry.
Want to say I love you.
Want to say i wish I could turn back the time. To go back and do it all over again.
Want to say that i can make up for my mistakes.
Want to say i can make it right again.
Want to say I'm not afraid.
Want to say I believe in myself.
Want to say i have hope.
Want to say I'm not scared.

Want to say that I wish i was 3 again.
Want to say I'll be better than the rest.
Want to say I'll make him proud.
Want to say that I'll be ok.
Want to say that I'm not obsessed with what he thinks.
Want to say i can move on.
Want to say it doesn't matter anymore.

Want to say that the past is the past.

But I can't say what I need to say.